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        <title><![CDATA[‘General Hospital’ star Maurice Benard details terrifying bipolar episode in new memoir]]></title>
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        <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;General Hospital&#8221; star Maurice Benard details his battle with mental illness in his new memoir, recounting a manic episode so severe he believed Michael Jackson was singing about him.</p><p>The 57-year-old — who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at 22 years old — was prescribed lithium, a &#8220;wonder drug&#8221; he would take on and off, leading to manic episodes, he writes in his new memoir, <strong>&#8220;Nothing General About It: How Love (and Lithium) Saved Me On and Off General Hospital</strong>.&#8221;</p><p>In 1993, Benard was off his medication and just two weeks into playing leading man Sonny Corinthos on &#8220;General Hospital&#8221; when he &#8220;began hearing voices when no one was in the room with me. I heard them on set, in the car, and at home.&#8221;</p><p>The manic episode culminated in a breakdown one night at home, during which he threatened to kill his wife, Paula, and her two young nieces who were staying with them, he writes.</p><p>&#8220;I walked around the house and played Michael Jackson’s song &#8216;Man in the Mirror&#8217; over and over,&#8221; Benard writes. &#8220;I thought I had a unique connection to Michael Jackson because, off my meds, my mind convinced me that Michael Jackson was singing about me.&#8221;</p><p><strong><noscript><img data- data-src="/uploads/2020/04/benard-book.jpg" class="lazyload" src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==" /><noscript><img  data-src="/uploads/2020/04/benard-book.jpg" /></noscript></noscript><img class="lazyload" src='data:image/svg+xml,%3Csvg%20xmlns=%22http://www.w3.org/2000/svg%22%20viewBox=%220%200%20210%20140%22%3E%3C/svg%3E' data- data-src="/uploads/2020/04/benard-book.jpg" /></strong></p><p>At that point, Paula frantically called Benard’s doctor, who prescribed a tranquilizer. Before she could get him to take it, Benard says he ran over to a nearby friend&#8217;s house and began yelling at his friend&#8217;s wife, &#8220;Devil, get out!&#8221;</p><p>Following the episode, &#8220;General Hospital&#8221; gave the star two weeks off to recover, he writes. He attended therapy and went back on lithium.</p><p>He writes that going back to work &#8220;was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life&#8221; and burst into tears on-set, even saying he wanted to quit. &#8220;They were the most gracious and kind producers in the world and that is something for which I will always be grateful.&#8221;</p><p>Benard, who is still playing Corinthos and has earned two Daytime Emmy Awards for the role over the years, revealed his diagnosis to the public in 2000 and is now a spokesperson for Mental Health America.</p><p>Despite it being 27 years since his last breakdown, Benard, who now shares four children with his wife, says he still suffers from anxiety.</p><p>&#8220;I do wake up some mornings with that knot in my stomach, that dread for no apparent reason engulfing me, and I still fight the anxiety demon that I will most likely fight the rest of my life,&#8221; he writes in the book. &#8220;It&#8217;s a pain in my ass, but I&#8217;ve accepted that&#8217;s just the way it is.&#8221;</p><p>He says he maintains mental stability through medication, exercise and meditating.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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